My haaaaaand...ouch. another wip while practicing render.

I have way too many wips... And some are both on my phone and laptop.

Way too much...

Been busy recently.

FYI, I finally got work and damn... it's a serious job since it involves a lot of studying, reading, writing, typing, etc...

BUT I AM LOVING IT HAHAHA!

Another WIP.

I kept forgetting this account.

Anyways, I lost spirit and motivation because I've been basically told by irl people I know that my art is so childish they want me to change my medium to realistic art bc it's better they say...

I lost my motivation to do so.

But I still draw...but I seldom or don't post because anxiety began to hit me hard and it's making me feel worthless than ever.

Apparently, I forgot HOW TO SHADE MY ART! THE BASE COLORS ARE GOOD BUT I FORGOT LIGHTING AND SHADING FFS OH MY GOD!!!

Also did some NSFW sketches and I'm not sure how to feel about it cuz...idk...be kept in the dark forever or post it...eh... I'm beat.

just some wips.

I have sudden urges to draw something different from what I usually do...and it's hitting me inside hard.

Me: I hate doing backgrounds...

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